12 Days of Gratitude – Day 1

So it’s already 2AM this side of the world and yet here I am still, typing this post using my new toy. I just got home about 30 minutes ago from work and once again, I am not able to sleep. #turninginsomniac My body hurts all over. My upper back hurts, my lower back hurts, my thighs and legs hurt, my feet hurt, even my head is now starting to hurt. And I still have a lot of things to do before I go home. I haven’t started with my laundry yet and my hamper is already overflowing, I haven’t […]

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Drained…

I have a few topics in my head that I have been wanting to blog about and as much as I would really want to do one right now, it seems that my brain is now  in limbo and I am sure that I won’t be able to get a coherent thought out of my dried up brain cells. This week was the start of the long, rigorous process of system migration testing at work. Fourth day into the first stage and issues are piling up faster than the speed of light (Kidding! but you get my drift). It is Frustrating, […]

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Weight Issues after Giving Birth

I didn’t really want to write something about weight issues but I guess I just needed to do it. You see, I did not really get that big when I was pregnant. I had a small tummy. Even my OB said that I didn’t really gain weight. All the weight I gained was my baby. And even before I got pregnant, I was at the base line of my weight range. I had (well, have) irregular eating habits, not enough sleep, and too much going on to really think of having a healthy diet. When I got pregnant, I had […]

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Of “Love” and Self-Preservation…

As much as possible, I would like to keep this blog strictly about my journey into motherhood. However, I guess this is one topic that I just couldn’t help but write about. You see, I don’t want to post my opinions about love and relationship because for one, I am a commitment-phobic person and really, I am no expert about this topic (but I have lots of opinions about it 😀 ) Anyway, I have this friend who is currently going through rough times with her partner. The thing is, the issues they have been fighting about every single time are the […]

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Blabber Chapter: Another Rant

It’s 1:52AM on my side of the world. And yet I can’t sleep. Been having insomnia attacks lately. I think given the events for these past few days, it was bound to happen. I still can’t forgive myself of losing my backpack, you know. More than the actual monetary value of the things I lost, what I really can’t let go is losing all of my files. 7 years worth of work files plus about 9 years worth of photos. And most of all, losing Z’s first 4 months of photos and videos. Trivia: For Z’s first 3 months, I’ve […]

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When it rains, it pours…

After the weekend “nightmare”, so to speak, I was thinking that maybe this week would bring a little bit of relief. Well, things doesn’t happen that way I guess, hence the saying, “when it rains, it pours.” It is just Wednesday (well, 1250AM this side of the world already) and yet the week feels to have been going in limbo. I went back to “the scene of the crime” on Monday morning to get a police report. Suffice it to say that the management of Victory Liner is not doing a very good job in these kinds of scenes. But […]

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When Hope Is Lost…

This is a rant of a mother who just got her heart broken. Not for the faint-hearted. Consider yourselves warned. I am not yet ready to really divulge all the details that happened. But this is how I feel at this point in time. I think I just hit my lowest of lows in this lifetime. A point where I don’t know where to start again. My heart was just totally shattered to pieces. My spirit broken. My resolve gone. I just have one question: why? Why all these? Why me? Why now? Have I been really such that bad […]

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